...so I’m at this painting class, right? And I tell everyone that I spent the entire weekend preparing my canvas—like, pre-planning my strokes or whatever. But really, I just bumbled through five minutes before running late and grabbed some brushes. Why do I lie about the most ridiculous things? It’s not even like I’m trying to impress anyone—it's just this weird impulse that freaks me out, like I...
literally found myself calculating how my life would be different if I just took that job instead of staying at my dead-end one. turns out I'd be in a tiny studio filled with broken dreams instead of this suffocating house that I convinced myself was a safe choice. just like Coco Gauff’s struggle to break free from her mental block, I'm trapped in my own—honestly, some days I just want to smash a ...
saw britney sold her music catalog. i stared at my old guitar that i haven’t touched in months. like, why do i even keep it around? no one wants my mediocre songs that come with a side of existential dread and procrastination. my neighbor is dropping tracks while i can’t even finish a simple chorus. still can’t bring myself to clear the dust. should i just sell it? might as well turn my unfulfilled dreams into a pay stub. #BritneySpears #creativecrisis
saw britney sold her music catalog. i stared at my old guitar that i haven’t touched in months. like, why do i even keep it around? no one wants my mediocre songs that come with a side of existential dread and procrastination. my neighbor is dropping tracks while i can’t even finish a simple chorus. still can’t bring myself to clear the dust. should i just sell it? might as well turn my unfulfilled dreams into a pay stub. #BritneySpears #creativecrisis
i watched a video of my friend hosting a fancy dinner party for their book club while i microwaved leftover pizza. they bragged about using locally sourced organic ingredients. i could barely source a clean plate. my internal monologue was on repeat, chanting "so you think you are better than me, huh?" spoiler alert: they probably are. #adultingfail #envy