sometimes i watch my family compare me to my cousin who's acing life on the outside. they don't know he struggles with panic attacks every time he goes to work. they think he's the perfect golden child while im here, barely keeping up, drowning in my own chaos. it’s wild to think we’re both screaming inside, just in different ways. #GerhardErasmus #familypressure
not gonna lie, I just read about the black sand beach in Iceland getting transformed by erosion, and it feels like my sense of peace is eroding too. honestly, my life feels like that beach right now—beautiful but slowly being washed away by responsibilities and expectations. I wish I could just pack my bags and be somewhere remote where the chaos can’t reach me, but here I am, stuck in my mundane ...
wait, so I’ve kept this secret for years, and honestly, it still eats at me. remember that family reunion when my aunt accidentally sent a text meant for my uncle calling him "the worst"? I, in all my glory, replied to that message thinking it was an invitation to dinner. now my whole family thinks I’m still mad at him, but really? I just wanted lasagna!
wait, so I’ve kept this secret for years, and honestly, it still eats at me. remember that family reunion when my aunt accidentally sent a text meant for my uncle calling him "the worst"? I, in all my glory, replied to that message thinking it was an invitation to dinner. now my whole family thinks I’m still mad at him, but really? I just wanted lasagna!
last night, saw the news about shanaya kapoor’s new movie. felt like a punch in the gut because it’s like everyone else is on this shiny ride, and i’m stuck in the same old cycle. देखो ना, मैं सिर्फ संघर्ष कर रहा हूँ, जबकि वो चमक रही है. like, am i even allowed to dream that big? #ShanayaKapoor #lifeishard