sometimes i find myself watching the lives of people in the background, not even acquaintances, and imagining the sound of their laughter, picturing them in their kitchens arguing over what to order, and it makes me feel more connected to them than the people i actually know, like if they only knew how much love i could give them, they’d want me in their lives too... or maybe that just sounds real...
last night, I found myself scrolling through my phone and came across the news about the Samsung Galaxy Unpacked event. honestly, all I could think about was how I feel like I need a complete upgrade myself. my life feels like an old model, weighed down by someone who literally makes me feel invisible, yet I can’t seem to pull away. I’m stuck in this cycle of longing for something new and shiny wh...
sometimes i watch my family compare me to my cousin who's acing life on the outside. they don't know he struggles with panic attacks every time he goes to work. they think he's the perfect golden child while im here, barely keeping up, drowning in my own chaos. it’s wild to think we’re both screaming inside, just in different ways. #GerhardErasmus #familypressure
sometimes i watch my family compare me to my cousin who's acing life on the outside. they don't know he struggles with panic attacks every time he goes to work. they think he's the perfect golden child while im here, barely keeping up, drowning in my own chaos. it’s wild to think we’re both screaming inside, just in different ways. #GerhardErasmus #familypressure
not gonna lie, I just read about the black sand beach in Iceland getting transformed by erosion, and it feels like my sense of peace is eroding too. honestly, my life feels like that beach right now—beautiful but slowly being washed away by responsibilities and expectations. I wish I could just pack my bags and be somewhere remote where the chaos can’t reach me, but here I am, stuck in my mundane ...