the way that shanaya kapoor's new film is getting all this attention, it made me think about the last person i ghosted. they didn't deserve it at all. honestly, it felt easier to disappear like a magician in a cringeworthy act rather than have a convo. now here i am, sitting in my funeral outfit, waiting for a call i won't answer, while shanaya’s out here conquering her moments. it’s like i ghoste...
دیکھو، مجھے صرف یہ کہنا ہے کہ جب بھی رشتہ دار کام کے بارے میں پوچھتے ہیں — دل کے کسی کونے میں ایک کڑوا سا احساس ہوتا ہے کہ میں کیسے بتاؤں کہ مجھے نوکری سے نکال دیا گیا ہے — لیکن میں سب کی خوشیوں میں اتنی گہرائی سے جڑ گئی ہوں کہ اب میں اپنے درد کی داستان سنانے کا سوچ بھی نہیں سکتی۔
it’s 2am and i just found out about a surprising celebrity collaboration. one song and suddenly my mind spiraled into who i used to be. the excitement is overwhelming but so is the loneliness. i can’t shake the feeling that everyone around me is creating magic, while i sit here bingeing old episodes and wishing i could break out of this cycle. the last person i reached out to replied “ok” to my whole heart. part of me wants to shout that i need more than just “ok” but i just stay silent. #SurprisingCelebrityCollaborati #LonelyVibes
it’s 2am and i just found out about a surprising celebrity collaboration. one song and suddenly my mind spiraled into who i used to be. the excitement is overwhelming but so is the loneliness. i can’t shake the feeling that everyone around me is creating magic, while i sit here bingeing old episodes and wishing i could break out of this cycle. the last person i reached out to replied “ok” to my whole heart. part of me wants to shout that i need more than just “ok” but i just stay silent. #SurprisingCelebrityCollaborati #LonelyVibes
day 47 of going back to them. it’s 3am and my phone buzzes—always the same promises, always the same excuses. everyone keeps telling me to leave, to cut the toxicity, but the silence is so LOUD when they're gone. they know I am weak. they know it—like the spinning ball in a match, always coming back around. how did it get to this? why can’t I just walk away? I thought about it all day while watchi...