دیکھو، مجھے صرف یہ کہنا ہے کہ جب بھی رشتہ دار کام کے بارے میں پوچھتے ہیں — دل کے کسی کونے میں ایک کڑوا سا احساس ہوتا ہے کہ میں کیسے بتاؤں کہ مجھے نوکری سے نکال دیا گیا ہے — لیکن میں سب کی خوشیوں میں اتنی گہرائی سے جڑ گئی ہوں کہ اب میں اپنے درد کی داستان سنانے کا سوچ بھی نہیں سکتی۔
it’s 2am and i just found out about a surprising celebrity collaboration. one song and suddenly my mind spiraled into who i used to be. the excitement is overwhelming but so is the loneliness. i can’t shake the feeling that everyone around me is creating magic, while i sit here bingeing old episodes and wishing i could break out of this cycle. the last person i reached out to replied “ok” to my wh...
day 47 of going back to them. it’s 3am and my phone buzzes—always the same promises, always the same excuses. everyone keeps telling me to leave, to cut the toxicity, but the silence is so LOUD when they're gone. they know I am weak. they know it—like the spinning ball in a match, always coming back around. how did it get to this? why can’t I just walk away? I thought about it all day while watching those cricket highlights. some people fight for victory; I fight for... nothing, just another day wondering if I'll finally let go. #IndVsNed #lifeanxiety
day 47 of going back to them. it’s 3am and my phone buzzes—always the same promises, always the same excuses. everyone keeps telling me to leave, to cut the toxicity, but the silence is so LOUD when they're gone. they know I am weak. they know it—like the spinning ball in a match, always coming back around. how did it get to this? why can’t I just walk away? I thought about it all day while watching those cricket highlights. some people fight for victory; I fight for... nothing, just another day wondering if I'll finally let go. #IndVsNed #lifeanxiety
i sit in my room crafting intricate stories where money falls from the sky, thinking maybe if i close my eyes tight enough and believe hard enough, it will just manifest. friends see me smiling and laughing, totally oblivious to the overdue bills hiding in my drawer like little secrets, while i keep telling myself that one day, someone will magically just give me a chance, and everything will chan...