रात में आँखों के सामने वही पुरानी यादें आ जाती हैं जब मैंने पापा को वो किताबें खरीदने के लिए मना किया था क्योंकि पैसे नहीं थे। कोई समझता नहीं, अब भी हर महीने वही टेंशन।
just spent an hour scrolling through my contacts at 2am like literally hoping someone would magically appear who could handle my weirdness but every name felt like a weight instead of a lifeline, just me, a phone, and a lot of silence. thinking about the last time i reached out to someone and it went nowhere, like i was already fading away before my own eyes.
so i was at this job interview, right, and when they asked about my greatest weakness, i totally blanked and ended up saying "i care too much about my plants" and they just stared at me like uh okay and it was soooo awkward that i could practically feel the crickets.
so i was at this job interview, right, and when they asked about my greatest weakness, i totally blanked and ended up saying "i care too much about my plants" and they just stared at me like uh okay and it was soooo awkward that i could practically feel the crickets.
i stared at my empty bank account and the final bill for the vet because the dog needed surgery and i just don't know how to choose between food or fixing my car this month, like how did it come to this, i thought we were okay, just a few more weeks til the next paycheck but now it feels like i should just sell my things and run away but even that sounds exhausting.