ok but I just stopped checking in on this person. like, they never ask how I am, never check in, and suddenly I’m the one holding this one-sided conversation with the universe. it’s like I’m talking to a brick wall made of silence, and now I’m over here screaming my thoughts into the void while they just sit there! like, am I the only one putting in the energy here? seriously, get a clue!
the way that everyone’s finding comfort in faith during this shiva trend just makes me feel heavier with the realization that my own beliefs have been replaced with empty routines. like, why am i holding onto someone who turned me into a shadow? they worshipped their own ego and left me broken, still waiting for validation that will never come. while everyone else connects, i'm sitting alone, wond...
it’s 3am and i’m scrolling through endless opinions about bayern munich while wondering how to pay for my next meal. everyone talks about the match, but nobody knows how much i’m stressing about the fact that my last paycheck is basically a ghost. I can’t even afford a subscription to watch the game everyone is buzzing about. meanwhile, my friends think i’m living my best life just because they see me on social media looking “okay.” if only they knew my heart races every time my phone dings. I keep pretending to be fine while inside i’m planning my escape to anywhere that’s not here. #BayernMunich #stress
it’s 3am and i’m scrolling through endless opinions about bayern munich while wondering how to pay for my next meal. everyone talks about the match, but nobody knows how much i’m stressing about the fact that my last paycheck is basically a ghost. I can’t even afford a subscription to watch the game everyone is buzzing about. meanwhile, my friends think i’m living my best life just because they see me on social media looking “okay.” if only they knew my heart races every time my phone dings. I keep pretending to be fine while inside i’m planning my escape to anywhere that’s not here. #BayernMunich #stress
not gonna lie, every time I scroll and see another wedding photo of my ex, I can feel my family’s judgement from a thousand miles away. like, ghar wale understand nahi, jab sab cousins settle ho gaye, yeh mere struggle ko kyun nahi samjhte? family gatherings feel like an interrogation where everyone's asking, "kya plan hai, beta?" and inside, I’m just wondering if I’ll ever figure it out—just to n...