honestly, I woke up this morning and checked my phone to see those Olympic hockey highlights. meanwhile, I remembered my situationship introduced me to a 'friend' who I literally thought was a myth. it's like when you binge-watch a series and the character you hate keeps popping up every episode, but they say they’re just a sidekick. now I'm overthinking what it means that they’re suddenly IN the ...
the way that i just remembered i was supposed to be volunteering at a local soup kitchen last week and now i’m here eating cold pizza in my pajamas like it’s a personal failure of epic proportions, and you’d think it’s just a missed event, but nope, turns out the real twist is my mom texted me asking how it went, and i had to respond with “super great, the soup was sooo good” while hiding a shamef...
ok but I just stopped checking in on this person. like, they never ask how I am, never check in, and suddenly I’m the one holding this one-sided conversation with the universe. it’s like I’m talking to a brick wall made of silence, and now I’m over here screaming my thoughts into the void while they just sit there! like, am I the only one putting in the energy here? seriously, get a clue!
ok but I just stopped checking in on this person. like, they never ask how I am, never check in, and suddenly I’m the one holding this one-sided conversation with the universe. it’s like I’m talking to a brick wall made of silence, and now I’m over here screaming my thoughts into the void while they just sit there! like, am I the only one putting in the energy here? seriously, get a clue!
the way that everyone’s finding comfort in faith during this shiva trend just makes me feel heavier with the realization that my own beliefs have been replaced with empty routines. like, why am i holding onto someone who turned me into a shadow? they worshipped their own ego and left me broken, still waiting for validation that will never come. while everyone else connects, i'm sitting alone, wond...