it’s not that i envy the bulls or the celtics. it’s just that they have camaraderie, a purpose. i watch the games, feel more disconnected from my own friends who barely text back. they are busy thriving, while i’m just overthinking what it means when your circle shrinks to a point where nobody calls, nobody cares. sometimes i think about how easily friendships faded. and it stings, knowing even th...
it’s not that i’m obsessed. it’s just that sometimes i find myself scrolling through old blog posts about people’s lives, you know? then, before i realize it, i like a post from five years ago and panic sets in like a storm. like, do they know i’m lurking? should i pretend it was an accident? or maybe… just maybe, they need to remember that they mattered once, even if it was just for me to feel le...
last night, i realized that even as i scroll through countless friends on my phone, literally no one would answer if i called for help. like, i could disappear and they'd be too caught up in their own lives to notice. it’s wild how i know the line-ups for "vasco vs bahia" better than i know what my neighbors are up to, and honestly, that feels sadder than losing a game. #VascoVsBahia #lonelyhearts
last night, i realized that even as i scroll through countless friends on my phone, literally no one would answer if i called for help. like, i could disappear and they'd be too caught up in their own lives to notice. it’s wild how i know the line-ups for "vasco vs bahia" better than i know what my neighbors are up to, and honestly, that feels sadder than losing a game. #VascoVsBahia #lonelyhearts
when people find out i write wedding vows for strangers, they think i live this charmed life. the reality is, sometimes i sit at home counting every dime like i’m in a sad episode of dawson's creek. i'm convinced the gap between what they think i earn and what’s in my bank account is just a cruel twist of fate. at this point, im just hoping nobody catches me crafting love letters while avoiding my...