not gonna lie, when I saw the news about the temples in malaysia getting relocated, it hit me deeper than I expected, yaar. I mean, it's like when you realize your whole life was built around someone else's identity, and now you're just a shadow of your former self trying to figure out what your roots are without them, matlab. and now it’s like, where do you even go when you can’t even recognize t...
nobody tells you that adult life feels like standing in a crowded room but nobody is really talking to you. i have hundreds of contacts, but when the world feels heavy, there’s not a single person i can call who really knows me. it’s like building a life designed to make everyone proud, but feeling utterly invisible while doing it. i miss connections, but maybe i was never meant to find them.
last night, I was scrolling through Instagram and saw all my friends posting their gym selfies after ‘crushing it’ with workouts. meanwhile, I’m literally laying on my couch eating cold pizza, telling myself this is self-care. matlab, yaaar, even the pizza is better shaped than my life right now. honestly, at this point, I should just put ‘exercise’ on my list of things I don’t do anymore. #OudheverleeLeuvenVsArsenal #fitnessstruggles
last night, I was scrolling through Instagram and saw all my friends posting their gym selfies after ‘crushing it’ with workouts. meanwhile, I’m literally laying on my couch eating cold pizza, telling myself this is self-care. matlab, yaaar, even the pizza is better shaped than my life right now. honestly, at this point, I should just put ‘exercise’ on my list of things I don’t do anymore. #OudheverleeLeuvenVsArsenal #fitnessstruggles
yoo, so I just saw my ex’s engagement post and thought I was over it—nope, I’m still that kid standing at the sidelines. everyone seems to be leveling up—friends are buying houses, getting their dream cars while I can barely afford to keep my Wi-Fi on. I’ve been everyone's therapist and now I have no one to spill my guts to. sometimes I think maybe I just should disappear to a place where nobody r...