the way that sam bankman-fried is out here asking for a new trial while i can’t even ask my boss for a day off to see the doctor, matlab yaar, kya life hai! one minute people are splurging on maldives trips and the next they’re talking about fraud like it’s some regular office gossip. honestly, i'm just here living in fear of my student loans, while the world’s talking about investing. har baar sa...
not gonna lie, when I saw the news about the temples in malaysia getting relocated, it hit me deeper than I expected, yaar. I mean, it's like when you realize your whole life was built around someone else's identity, and now you're just a shadow of your former self trying to figure out what your roots are without them, matlab. and now it’s like, where do you even go when you can’t even recognize t...
nobody tells you that adult life feels like standing in a crowded room but nobody is really talking to you. i have hundreds of contacts, but when the world feels heavy, there’s not a single person i can call who really knows me. it’s like building a life designed to make everyone proud, but feeling utterly invisible while doing it. i miss connections, but maybe i was never meant to find them.
nobody tells you that adult life feels like standing in a crowded room but nobody is really talking to you. i have hundreds of contacts, but when the world feels heavy, there’s not a single person i can call who really knows me. it’s like building a life designed to make everyone proud, but feeling utterly invisible while doing it. i miss connections, but maybe i was never meant to find them.
last night, I was scrolling through Instagram and saw all my friends posting their gym selfies after ‘crushing it’ with workouts. meanwhile, I’m literally laying on my couch eating cold pizza, telling myself this is self-care. matlab, yaaar, even the pizza is better shaped than my life right now. honestly, at this point, I should just put ‘exercise’ on my list of things I don’t do anymore. #Oudhev...