yaar, din bhar busy rehta hu aur sochta hu ki mujhe bas kisi se baat karni hai, par contact list khol kar bhi kisi ka message nahi bhej paata, bas wo dosti yaad aati hai jo kabhi nahi reh gayi. ghar wale nahi samajhte ki mujhe kya mehsoos hota hai, kya karun.
so i found a dead mouse in the pantry yesterday and like, seriously how did it even get there, also i had to clean it out but it totally freaked me out and now i can't stop thinking about the rest of the food in there, like if anything else is contaminated, ugh, just trying to make rice and beans feel gourmet but that was definitely not part of the plan.
i always wanted to learn to dance but the thought of putting myself out there feels like a luxury i cant afford when every time i see my reflection in the mirror i just feel stuck in this invisible cage of unfulfilled dreams and all i do is keep replaying the day i walked past that dance studio.
i always wanted to learn to dance but the thought of putting myself out there feels like a luxury i cant afford when every time i see my reflection in the mirror i just feel stuck in this invisible cage of unfulfilled dreams and all i do is keep replaying the day i walked past that dance studio.
yaar, matlab samjho na, when my brother got sick, i just hid away and watched, like the world kept spinning while he was locked up and nobody seemed to care, घर वाले समझते नहीं, i feel so helpless, like did i do enough to fight back, or was i just as trapped as he is?