ये रोज़ सोचा कि एक दिन शायद मैं भी अपनी प्लेट में चावल के साथ दाल डाल सकूँगी — लेकिन पत्तागोभी देखती हूँ तो दाल का वो हंसता हुआ दृश्य आंखों के आगे आ जाता है और पता नहीं क्यों एक अजीब सी खुशी लगती है, जैसे किसी ने एक मीटिंग में बायज़ीद बुलाए बिना ही सारे पेपर निपटा दिए हों।
just realized my favorite thrift store has a half-off sale and all i can think about is how many socks i need but the last time i checked my bank account, it looked like a sad little number and i can’t even remember the last time i splurged on anything that wasn't an absolute necessity.
yaar, din bhar busy rehta hu aur sochta hu ki mujhe bas kisi se baat karni hai, par contact list khol kar bhi kisi ka message nahi bhej paata, bas wo dosti yaad aati hai jo kabhi nahi reh gayi. ghar wale nahi samajhte ki mujhe kya mehsoos hota hai, kya karun.
yaar, din bhar busy rehta hu aur sochta hu ki mujhe bas kisi se baat karni hai, par contact list khol kar bhi kisi ka message nahi bhej paata, bas wo dosti yaad aati hai jo kabhi nahi reh gayi. ghar wale nahi samajhte ki mujhe kya mehsoos hota hai, kya karun.
so i found a dead mouse in the pantry yesterday and like, seriously how did it even get there, also i had to clean it out but it totally freaked me out and now i can't stop thinking about the rest of the food in there, like if anything else is contaminated, ugh, just trying to make rice and beans feel gourmet but that was definitely not part of the plan.