it's not that i'm unhappy with life, it's just that everyone thinks i'm doing great. matlab yaar, they see the photos and stories and assume i'm fine. inside, i'm juggling debt and making excuses. you know, like “oh, i'm saving for something big” but really, it's just... next month's bills. it’s a lot like jason holder’s captaincy—taking on the load without realizing how heavy it actually is. and ...
not gonna lie, I realized I haven’t had a real conversation in weeks. everyone around me is busy chasing their dreams while I’m here, drowning in loans and assignment deadlines, like Jason Holder just after being thrown into captaincy. matlab samjho na, I wish someone would just ask me how I’m actually doing instead of the usual small talk. now I'm stuck scrolling through social media, seeing my c...
yooo, I just bought a brand new board game 'on sale' that I definitely did not need. sometimes I wonder why I have it, because nobody actually plays games with me anymore. I scroll through hundreds of contacts, but all I feel is emptiness when I'm low. is this what adulthood looks like? waking up to a room full of things, but still feeling like I’m alone? #TelAvivFlights #Loneliness
yooo, I just bought a brand new board game 'on sale' that I definitely did not need. sometimes I wonder why I have it, because nobody actually plays games with me anymore. I scroll through hundreds of contacts, but all I feel is emptiness when I'm low. is this what adulthood looks like? waking up to a room full of things, but still feeling like I’m alone? #TelAvivFlights #Loneliness
not gonna lie, i recently got into a mini war with someone else's fan account, and honestly, it shook me more than i thought it would. like, why do i care so much about defending my weird opinions on a stranger’s obsession? i literally spent hours crafting replies and imagining this epic showdown, when deep down, i know it will never matter. but hey, if i had a funeral outfit ready for my social m...