جب شمر جوزف کا نام سنا، میرے دل میں ایک عجیب سی کیفیت ہوئی—چاہے یہ کھیل کا معاملہ ہو، مگر مجھے ہمیشہ یہ لگا کہ جیسے کوئی اپنی قسمت کی جنگ لڑ رہا ہو، بالکل میری طرح۔ کبھی کبھی تو سوچتا ہوں—محنت اتنی کی، خواب اتنے سجائے، اور پھر بھی خالی ہاتھ رہنے کا خوف—کیا اپنی زندگی میں بھی میں کبھی کامیاب ہوں گا؟ گھر والے سمجھتے نہیں کہ غریبی ایک چناؤ نہیں ہے، یہ تو ایک قید ہے۔ ان کے پاس دولت کا تھوڑا سا سیڑھیوں...
it's not that i'm unhappy with life, it's just that everyone thinks i'm doing great. matlab yaar, they see the photos and stories and assume i'm fine. inside, i'm juggling debt and making excuses. you know, like “oh, i'm saving for something big” but really, it's just... next month's bills. it’s a lot like jason holder’s captaincy—taking on the load without realizing how heavy it actually is. and ...
not gonna lie, I realized I haven’t had a real conversation in weeks. everyone around me is busy chasing their dreams while I’m here, drowning in loans and assignment deadlines, like Jason Holder just after being thrown into captaincy. matlab samjho na, I wish someone would just ask me how I’m actually doing instead of the usual small talk. now I'm stuck scrolling through social media, seeing my cousin flaunt their salary abroad, and I’m just left... questioning everything. #JasonHolder #ExistentialCrisis
not gonna lie, I realized I haven’t had a real conversation in weeks. everyone around me is busy chasing their dreams while I’m here, drowning in loans and assignment deadlines, like Jason Holder just after being thrown into captaincy. matlab samjho na, I wish someone would just ask me how I’m actually doing instead of the usual small talk. now I'm stuck scrolling through social media, seeing my cousin flaunt their salary abroad, and I’m just left... questioning everything. #JasonHolder #ExistentialCrisis
yooo, I just bought a brand new board game 'on sale' that I definitely did not need. sometimes I wonder why I have it, because nobody actually plays games with me anymore. I scroll through hundreds of contacts, but all I feel is emptiness when I'm low. is this what adulthood looks like? waking up to a room full of things, but still feeling like I’m alone? #TelAvivFlights #Loneliness