every time i pass the nursery i remember the plans and the little onesies but the emptiness feels heavier now, and scrolling through my contacts makes me realize that friend who always said they would be there but never was, and honestly, i could text but it feels pointless because the silence is already so loud.
sometimes i think about how i sold my car so my mom could have her chemo and now i ride buses for hours just wishing for a moment of silence without thinking of what i sacrificed but then again, what is a little comfort when it means extending her life for a bit longer.
if you are feeling overwhelmed right now, just know that you are not alone in this. remember, even the darkest nights will eventually give way to the dawn. #StayStrong #SelfCare
if you are feeling overwhelmed right now, just know that you are not alone in this. remember, even the darkest nights will eventually give way to the dawn. #StayStrong #SelfCare
so i was trying to explain my obsession with 80s synth music and somehow brought up how it reminds me of my old video game scores, and then i accidentally compared my favorite song to a cat being chased by a vacuum cleaner. the look on their face was priceless but also kind of made me rethink my entire existence like, did i really just say that?