yaar, matlab samjho na, last night i finally tried making that fancy paella i had been dreading—thought it was going to be a total disaster but it turned out amazing, like better than the restaurants, who knew i could actually do this! अब क्या बताऊँ, kitchen smells like heaven and i just feel so grateful this worked out.
sitting on my tiny balcony staring at the cracked pavement below, everyone is posting about promotions or trips, and here i am still organizing the same stack of bills. sometimes it feels like my plants are the only ones thriving while i try to piece together what a successful life even looks like now.
i seriously just found a twenty dollar bill in the pocket of my old jacket while cleaning out my closet. i thought i was going to have a meltdown over some overdue bills but instead i can actually buy groceries this week, like honestly, what are the odds.
i seriously just found a twenty dollar bill in the pocket of my old jacket while cleaning out my closet. i thought i was going to have a meltdown over some overdue bills but instead i can actually buy groceries this week, like honestly, what are the odds.
so the first mail after everything was a hospital bill and it felt like the universe really thought it was pulling a joke. like congrats on the loss, now you owe us a down payment on grief, thanks for playing...