woke up at 6am, turned off the alarm without even thinking, and then just sat there staring at the wall, remembering the last time i reached out to anyone and how now it feels like i just have a phone full of numbers but no one to actually talk to, and all those thoughts got drowned out by scrolling, you know?
just got off the phone after 3 hours of waiting to hear i need surgery and my insurance said no no no so now i'm really looking forward to a fun-filled life of googling home remedies and crying over expired pizza rolls because that's apparently my new healthcare plan now, awesome. so cheers to that, can't wait to host the surgery-less party of the year, maybe i will get a cake that says "thanks a ...
yaar, matlab samjho na, last night i finally tried making that fancy paella i had been dreading—thought it was going to be a total disaster but it turned out amazing, like better than the restaurants, who knew i could actually do this! अब क्या बताऊँ, kitchen smells like heaven and i just feel so grateful this worked out.
yaar, matlab samjho na, last night i finally tried making that fancy paella i had been dreading—thought it was going to be a total disaster but it turned out amazing, like better than the restaurants, who knew i could actually do this! अब क्या बताऊँ, kitchen smells like heaven and i just feel so grateful this worked out.
sitting on my tiny balcony staring at the cracked pavement below, everyone is posting about promotions or trips, and here i am still organizing the same stack of bills. sometimes it feels like my plants are the only ones thriving while i try to piece together what a successful life even looks like now.