yaar, matlab samjho na, every time i send a resume, it feels like i'm just throwing paper into a black hole, like kyun kisi ko meri coding skills ki bhi zaroorat nahi, aur ghar wale toh yeh bhi nahi samjhte ki freshers ke sath yeh kya ho raha hai, itna asar hai jaise kisi ne kaha ho "haan, chalo aaj se khud ki koi importance nahi"
it is so hard watching my friends post about their new promotions or trips when i can barely get out of bed in this tiny studio. i feel stuck in my routine, the same dishes piled in the sink and that lingering silence since everything changed.
so i was at this pottery class trying to impress everyone, and i literally went to demonstrate how to throw a pot but somehow flung clay all over the instructor’s face and then panicked and shouted “sorry” but it sounded like i was laughing so then everyone just stared at me and i was mortified, ugh
so i was at this pottery class trying to impress everyone, and i literally went to demonstrate how to throw a pot but somehow flung clay all over the instructor’s face and then panicked and shouted “sorry” but it sounded like i was laughing so then everyone just stared at me and i was mortified, ugh
just spent an hour trying to organize my video game collection by genre and somehow ended up more confused than when i started, like how does a game that i thought was a puzzle suddenly feel more like an action RPG and now my entire system is a mess because i clearly cannot trust my own taste, ugh