it is so hard watching my friends post about their new promotions or trips when i can barely get out of bed in this tiny studio. i feel stuck in my routine, the same dishes piled in the sink and that lingering silence since everything changed.
so i was at this pottery class trying to impress everyone, and i literally went to demonstrate how to throw a pot but somehow flung clay all over the instructor’s face and then panicked and shouted “sorry” but it sounded like i was laughing so then everyone just stared at me and i was mortified, ugh
just spent an hour trying to organize my video game collection by genre and somehow ended up more confused than when i started, like how does a game that i thought was a puzzle suddenly feel more like an action RPG and now my entire system is a mess because i clearly cannot trust my own taste, ugh
just spent an hour trying to organize my video game collection by genre and somehow ended up more confused than when i started, like how does a game that i thought was a puzzle suddenly feel more like an action RPG and now my entire system is a mess because i clearly cannot trust my own taste, ugh
it feels so weird to be ALONE now, like I lost my friends and the person I thought I loved in the same breath. I keep wondering if I chose wrong, or if it was just all wrong from the start.