saw the news about that explosion in islamabad. it’s all over the headlines, and all i can think about is how some people might wake up tomorrow without loved ones, while here i am, stuck playing video games at three am, avoiding life because my parents expect me to be "the one who achieves something" like Sharma ji ka beta who went to NASA. i laugh at my character’s battles, but they hit harder t...
just realized i have been ghosting my watercolor set for months. every time i sit down to paint, i feel like the only thing i can conjure up is a dark shade of regret mixed with anxiety. turns out staring at a blank canvas is a lot like looking in the mirror during an existential crisis—just me, my brushes, and the haunting realization that all those “what could have been” masterpieces were actual...
no because seeing anthony mosca being all successful while i’m still figuring out how to turn my ramen noodles into actual meals has me questioning my life choices. meanwhile, my cousin is flexing a big salary abroad, and here i am wondering if my love for cramming myself into a tiny corner with a video game console can really pay the bills someday. every time i play, i build these entire worlds but somehow, i still can’t build one where i’m not scrolling through couples’ posts, feeling like a character that never levels up. makes you realize that sometimes, even virtual wins feel emptier when the real-life victories seem out of reach. #AnthonyMosca #lifeishard
no because seeing anthony mosca being all successful while i’m still figuring out how to turn my ramen noodles into actual meals has me questioning my life choices. meanwhile, my cousin is flexing a big salary abroad, and here i am wondering if my love for cramming myself into a tiny corner with a video game console can really pay the bills someday. every time i play, i build these entire worlds but somehow, i still can’t build one where i’m not scrolling through couples’ posts, feeling like a character that never levels up. makes you realize that sometimes, even virtual wins feel emptier when the real-life victories seem out of reach. #AnthonyMosca #lifeishard
last night, i scrolled through my feed and saw everyone sharing their 'T20 World Cup moments,' and it hit me hard. they’re posting their cricket photos while i’m stuck at home binging on instant noodles, wondering if my workout clothes are too small. everybody’s living the dream, moving ahead in life. it's like my friends are off playing for Italy, while i can’t even score a win with my gym goals....