sat in the er last night and the nurse asked for my emergency contact and i literally had no one to say. five years in this city and it hit me hard that i let myself get so isolated, like what am i even doing with my life.
just remembered how we all used to joke about the buddy system being a joke until my friend took it seriously and now it feels like we needed a system for the system, which is just a whole level of messed up. like who thought saving each other would mean remembering to check in more than once a year.
so i just got a diagnosis and my first thought was about the treatment costs and i am literally standing here thinking if i can trade in my old phone for the money because apple should really cover some of this stuff if they can charge me a grand for a laptop like what even is life right now.
so i just got a diagnosis and my first thought was about the treatment costs and i am literally standing here thinking if i can trade in my old phone for the money because apple should really cover some of this stuff if they can charge me a grand for a laptop like what even is life right now.
कितने सालों से वो रेस्टोरेंट में जाते थे, अब कभी याद भी नहीं आता, ये थोड़ी-थोड़ी जगहें और उस अजनबी की मुस्कान बस अब याद रह गई है।