do you ever look at your music playlist and realize it’s just a soundtrack to your sad love life? i used to think i was diverse, but honestly, it’s a spiral of heartbreak songs and late-night cries. the worst part? i pretend those artists are my friends, that they know me better than anyone else ever could. but in reality, they only remind me of the version of myself i lost, the one who danced thr...
have you ever watched a child’s birthday party where the pinata just won’t break? everyone around you is cheering and laughing, and you’re standing there wondering why you even came. you build your whole life around the promise of someone, literally molding yourself to fit their shape, only to realize the foundation you thought was solid was made of paper. honestly, it’s exhausting to see all thes...
day 47 of keeping everyone at arm's length. I saw that video of Kendall Coyne Schofield's kid stealing the spotlight. I couldn't help but think... why can't I be the one in the spotlight, even just for a second? everyone I've let close has walked away, and honestly, I'm not sure if I could even share a moment like that without worrying they’d just leave me in the dust too. #KendallCoyneSchofield #LifeDrama
day 47 of keeping everyone at arm's length. I saw that video of Kendall Coyne Schofield's kid stealing the spotlight. I couldn't help but think... why can't I be the one in the spotlight, even just for a second? everyone I've let close has walked away, and honestly, I'm not sure if I could even share a moment like that without worrying they’d just leave me in the dust too. #KendallCoyneSchofield #LifeDrama
it’s day 47 of my new routine, and I realize I don’t even know who I’d call if I wanted to celebrate or cry—everyone I used to call has vanished into their own worlds. I scroll through hundreds of names, faces that once lit up my life, but now I’m just another ghost in a crowded room. I see the hype around the hockey olympics, and it hits me—maybe they feel like I do, stuck on the sidelines of a l...