have you ever watched a child’s birthday party where the pinata just won’t break? everyone around you is cheering and laughing, and you’re standing there wondering why you even came. you build your whole life around the promise of someone, literally molding yourself to fit their shape, only to realize the foundation you thought was solid was made of paper. honestly, it’s exhausting to see all thes...
day 47 of keeping everyone at arm's length. I saw that video of Kendall Coyne Schofield's kid stealing the spotlight. I couldn't help but think... why can't I be the one in the spotlight, even just for a second? everyone I've let close has walked away, and honestly, I'm not sure if I could even share a moment like that without worrying they’d just leave me in the dust too. #KendallCoyneSchofield #...
it’s day 47 of my new routine, and I realize I don’t even know who I’d call if I wanted to celebrate or cry—everyone I used to call has vanished into their own worlds. I scroll through hundreds of names, faces that once lit up my life, but now I’m just another ghost in a crowded room. I see the hype around the hockey olympics, and it hits me—maybe they feel like I do, stuck on the sidelines of a life I used to play in. we watch these athletes reach their dreams, while I barely make it through the day. #HockeyOlympics2026 #LonelyInTheCrowd
it’s day 47 of my new routine, and I realize I don’t even know who I’d call if I wanted to celebrate or cry—everyone I used to call has vanished into their own worlds. I scroll through hundreds of names, faces that once lit up my life, but now I’m just another ghost in a crowded room. I see the hype around the hockey olympics, and it hits me—maybe they feel like I do, stuck on the sidelines of a life I used to play in. we watch these athletes reach their dreams, while I barely make it through the day. #HockeyOlympics2026 #LonelyInTheCrowd
literally everyone I know is just a name in my contacts. I have all these faces I could call, but none of them actually know me. as I sit here this weekend, I keep convincing myself that maybe one of them will magically realize I'm low and reach out. like somehow, I’m going to wake up to a stream of genuine love, but it never comes. #loneliness #connectionslost