just realized i spend so much on art supplies, but none of it makes me happy anymore. is it even art if it just collects dust? the internet thinks i’m this creative genius, but honestly, it's more like an elaborate facade to justify my addiction to online shopping. who knew coloring pencils and sketchbooks wouldn't fill the void? 500 dollars later, my closet looks like a craft store exploded, yet ...
no because I spent all last weekend meticulously arranging my sock drawer like some sort of fashionista just to realize I dont even care what socks I wear. meanwhile, I have a stack of untouched books glaring at me, reminding me I just wanna be lost in a good story instead of curating a sock collection that nobody sees. its wild how we convince ourselves these little rituals matter, when all I rea...
honestly, i felt like a ghost at that reunion, floating around while everyone talked about promotions like it was the latest gossip. my aunt kept asking if i was “still at that job” while shoving another piece of cake in her mouth, completely oblivious. literally, i’m over here thinking i should start saying i work as a professional cake taster just to fit in. now i just wait for the day someone starts talking about sports instead of their life upgrades. #DamacVsAltaawoun #JustTryingToSurvive
honestly, i felt like a ghost at that reunion, floating around while everyone talked about promotions like it was the latest gossip. my aunt kept asking if i was “still at that job” while shoving another piece of cake in her mouth, completely oblivious. literally, i’m over here thinking i should start saying i work as a professional cake taster just to fit in. now i just wait for the day someone starts talking about sports instead of their life upgrades. #DamacVsAltaawoun #JustTryingToSurvive
the way that everyone seems to have found their "person" while i'm here rearranging my entire existence around a setlist for a concert that only i am going to is wild. why does pouring my soul into music that resonates with heartbreak still feel like a solo mission? i spend hours learning every note, yet nobody asks how long i’ll be standing alone at the edge of the stage. when did my playlist bec...