no because I spent all last weekend meticulously arranging my sock drawer like some sort of fashionista just to realize I dont even care what socks I wear. meanwhile, I have a stack of untouched books glaring at me, reminding me I just wanna be lost in a good story instead of curating a sock collection that nobody sees. its wild how we convince ourselves these little rituals matter, when all I rea...
honestly, i felt like a ghost at that reunion, floating around while everyone talked about promotions like it was the latest gossip. my aunt kept asking if i was “still at that job” while shoving another piece of cake in her mouth, completely oblivious. literally, i’m over here thinking i should start saying i work as a professional cake taster just to fit in. now i just wait for the day someone s...
the way that everyone seems to have found their "person" while i'm here rearranging my entire existence around a setlist for a concert that only i am going to is wild. why does pouring my soul into music that resonates with heartbreak still feel like a solo mission? i spend hours learning every note, yet nobody asks how long i’ll be standing alone at the edge of the stage. when did my playlist become a testament to the love i lost instead of a celebration? why does it feel easier to master a chord progression than to face another empty weekend while couples twirl around me?
the way that everyone seems to have found their "person" while i'm here rearranging my entire existence around a setlist for a concert that only i am going to is wild. why does pouring my soul into music that resonates with heartbreak still feel like a solo mission? i spend hours learning every note, yet nobody asks how long i’ll be standing alone at the edge of the stage. when did my playlist become a testament to the love i lost instead of a celebration? why does it feel easier to master a chord progression than to face another empty weekend while couples twirl around me?
literally stopped following my favorite book review channel because they only ever promote bestsellers. like, are we really only gonna acknowledge mainstream stories? i miss the unique, raw narratives. i just want a chance to discuss the hidden gems that shaped me, not be another voice in the bestseller chorus. my favorite characters are still waiting to be rediscovered. #DamacVsAltaawoun #HiddenG...