i literally just stood in the kitchen for ten minutes staring at an empty shelf that used to have all my cookbooks, now that my ex moved out, and the silence felt so loud that i forgot how to remember what it was like to open a page and actually cook something good, just nothing feels real anymore.
just found out the ice cream truck that drove through my neighborhood every summer was actually run by my parents and now i can't look at a popsicle without feeling this weird mix of nostalgia and betrayal like what even is summer anymore.
so i just found out the community garden plot i thought i lost is actually still mine and they even upgraded my section to a bigger one. was so worried they would give it away, but i get to grow all the herbs i wanted and it feels like a small victory in a world of endless dread.
so i just found out the community garden plot i thought i lost is actually still mine and they even upgraded my section to a bigger one. was so worried they would give it away, but i get to grow all the herbs i wanted and it feels like a small victory in a world of endless dread.
if you feel like you are being tested right now, remember that even the strongest trees grow deeper roots in the storms. #InnerStrength #HopeExists #Encouragement