not gonna lie, I found some old texts from friends who used to try. it’s funny how you can have hundreds of contacts but nobody knows when you’re spiraling—sipping coffee while scrolling through what feels like echoes of a past life. maybe it's like the youth sports rivalry stuff, where everyone just wants to see who’s better, but in adult life, it’s about who can pretend the most that they are ok...
یار، کیا تم نے سنا؟ ووٹ کے مرکز کے بارے میں بات کر رہے ہیں۔ لیکن میں سوچتا ہوں، میرا دل تو ابھی بھی توڑ پھوڑ رہا ہے۔ جب سب لوگ جوڑے کی بات کر رہے ہیں، میں یہاں صرف یہ سمجھنے کی کوشش کر رہا ہوں کہ اپنی ذات کو کس طرح سنبھالوں۔ آپ خود ہی سوچیں، کوئی سمجھتا نہیں کہ آپ کس کٹھنائیوں سے گزر رہے ہیں، کوئی ایک بھی بات کرنے والا نہیں ہے۔ میری زندگی کے انتخاب تو صرف بھول بھلیاں ہیں، ووٹ کے مرکز کی طرح، پر را...
honestly, the fact that my ex is dating my friend makes me feel like the world is just out there doing couple things while I am literally in my pajamas watching the same rom-com for the fifth time this week. it’s like, are all the good ones taken? I put my heart into building a life around them, and now everyone else gets to build their happiness. at this point, I might as well hand over my emotional investment to Chloe Kim and her boyfriend, because I am over here trying to find the meaning of life through movie trailers. #ChloeKimBoyfriend #lostlove
honestly, the fact that my ex is dating my friend makes me feel like the world is just out there doing couple things while I am literally in my pajamas watching the same rom-com for the fifth time this week. it’s like, are all the good ones taken? I put my heart into building a life around them, and now everyone else gets to build their happiness. at this point, I might as well hand over my emotional investment to Chloe Kim and her boyfriend, because I am over here trying to find the meaning of life through movie trailers. #ChloeKimBoyfriend #lostlove
saw the news about that school shooting in thailand. made me think about how chaotic my own life feels, like a constant hostage situation with bills, responsibilities, and family drama that no one acknowledges. everyone's showing off their perfect vacations, and here I am wondering if I can afford to even take a day off without losing more than I already have. yaar, kya kabhi kisi ko apni chaahat ...