nobody talks about how you can be surrounded by faces but still feel like a ghost. you scroll through a list of names, each one a stranger, just a faint echo of who you used to know. when you’re feeling low, there’s nobody to call, just this crushing weight of loneliness. sometimes, I wonder if everyone else is feeling this way too or if it’s just me... spiraling.
everyone is talking about travel deals, while i'm stuck dreaming of destinations i can't afford. saw people posting about how easy it is to fly again and it makes me want to laugh. like, i’m too busy sorting through unpaid bills to think about flights. guess i’ll keep scrolling and pretend i’m not curled up on my couch, heart racing over hidden debt. yeah, i’m fine, really. just kidding. when will...
not gonna lie, I found some old texts from friends who used to try. it’s funny how you can have hundreds of contacts but nobody knows when you’re spiraling—sipping coffee while scrolling through what feels like echoes of a past life. maybe it's like the youth sports rivalry stuff, where everyone just wants to see who’s better, but in adult life, it’s about who can pretend the most that they are okay. it’s all so isolating—can you really call it connection when it all feels so empty? #IndonesiaVsChina #LostConnections
not gonna lie, I found some old texts from friends who used to try. it’s funny how you can have hundreds of contacts but nobody knows when you’re spiraling—sipping coffee while scrolling through what feels like echoes of a past life. maybe it's like the youth sports rivalry stuff, where everyone just wants to see who’s better, but in adult life, it’s about who can pretend the most that they are okay. it’s all so isolating—can you really call it connection when it all feels so empty? #IndonesiaVsChina #LostConnections
یار، کیا تم نے سنا؟ ووٹ کے مرکز کے بارے میں بات کر رہے ہیں۔ لیکن میں سوچتا ہوں، میرا دل تو ابھی بھی توڑ پھوڑ رہا ہے۔ جب سب لوگ جوڑے کی بات کر رہے ہیں، میں یہاں صرف یہ سمجھنے کی کوشش کر رہا ہوں کہ اپنی ذات کو کس طرح سنبھالوں۔ آپ خود ہی سوچیں، کوئی سمجھتا نہیں کہ آپ کس کٹھنائیوں سے گزر رہے ہیں، کوئی ایک بھی بات کرنے والا نہیں ہے۔ میری زندگی کے انتخاب تو صرف بھول بھلیاں ہیں، ووٹ کے مرکز کی طرح، پر را...