pura din ghar pe baitha raha, mujhe kisi ne nahi bulaya, sab log kaam kar rahe hain, aur main wohi purane syllabus ke notes dekh raha hoon, har baar jab result aata hai to sabke chehre pe khushi aur meri aankhon mein bas khud se nafrat. घर वाले बस बिस्तर पर पड़े हुए मेरे बारे में सोचते हैं, "कभी तो कुछ कर" but yaar, matlab samjho na, kya karun main.
been watching my plant collection thrive while i sit in the same spot on my couch, the pothos literally spilling over the edge of the shelf, and my friends keep sending me pictures of their travel plans and i am here just wondering if my cacti are gonna make it through the winter cause they literally are the only things that seem to grow without me having to fight for it.
sitting at family dinners, watching my half siblings laugh and joke while my stomach feels tight and heavy like a rock. it hits different to feel so out of place in a room full of people, like when you realize you’re just a spectator in your own family.
sitting at family dinners, watching my half siblings laugh and joke while my stomach feels tight and heavy like a rock. it hits different to feel so out of place in a room full of people, like when you realize you’re just a spectator in your own family.
पिछले हफ्ते, मैंने घर पर कुछ पेंटिंग करने का सोचा, पर जब वो कैनवास नहीं मिला तो अपने बैंक बैलेंस को देखकर यार, समझ ही नहीं आया कि किसे क्या बताऊं, सब खर्चे कमाए हैं लेकिन कुछ नया करने का मन ही नहीं कर रहा।