yaar, matlab samjho na, kal grocery store gaya tha, list banayi thi par जैसे ही चेकआउट में पहुँचा तो पता चला कि बैलेंस ज़रा कम है, एक पेंटिंग के लिए पैसे नही थे, कोई समझता नहीं, वो आँखें देखी बस खामोश रहा।
so at every family dinner, its like watching a poorly directed play where my new step-sibling gets a standing ovation for finishing their vegetables while i sit here choking on a green bean like its a performing art i never signed up for, and my dad is just blissfully oblivious, probably still trying to find the exit to his first marriage or something.
pura din ghar pe baitha raha, mujhe kisi ne nahi bulaya, sab log kaam kar rahe hain, aur main wohi purane syllabus ke notes dekh raha hoon, har baar jab result aata hai to sabke chehre pe khushi aur meri aankhon mein bas khud se nafrat. घर वाले बस बिस्तर पर पड़े हुए मेरे बारे में सोचते हैं, "कभी तो कुछ कर" but yaar, matlab samjho na, kya karun main.
pura din ghar pe baitha raha, mujhe kisi ne nahi bulaya, sab log kaam kar rahe hain, aur main wohi purane syllabus ke notes dekh raha hoon, har baar jab result aata hai to sabke chehre pe khushi aur meri aankhon mein bas khud se nafrat. घर वाले बस बिस्तर पर पड़े हुए मेरे बारे में सोचते हैं, "कभी तो कुछ कर" but yaar, matlab samjho na, kya karun main.
been watching my plant collection thrive while i sit in the same spot on my couch, the pothos literally spilling over the edge of the shelf, and my friends keep sending me pictures of their travel plans and i am here just wondering if my cacti are gonna make it through the winter cause they literally are the only things that seem to grow without me having to fight for it.