the way that everyone is celebrating anthony mosca's journey, while i'm still at the same dead-end job, it just hits differently, you know? like, i scroll through Instagram and see my friends posting about their promotions and fancy cars, while i can't even afford to fix the tire on my old one. sometimes i feel like a ghost at my own reunion, everyone moving forward and i’m just... stuck, pretendi...
not gonna lie, the news about that mosque explosion in #Islamabad literally makes me question everything. I just sat through an awful team meeting, trying to sound engaged while I was thinking about how trivial my stresses are. I’ve been obsessively rewatching my favorite show because it feels safer than processing what’s happening in the world. honestly, I almost want to close my eyes and pretend...
not gonna lie, i just watched another wedding video on my feed and instead of feeling happy, i felt this deep ache inside. yaar, matlab samjho na, how can everyone be getting married while i’m still struggling to figure out if i can even afford basic adult things? those wedding invitations feel like a reminder that i’m not even close to being okay. i just scroll, smile, and pray that nobody sees how alone i feel sometimes... like what’s the point of even dreaming of a happy life when everything feels so far away? #Jaber #WeddingBlues
not gonna lie, i just watched another wedding video on my feed and instead of feeling happy, i felt this deep ache inside. yaar, matlab samjho na, how can everyone be getting married while i’m still struggling to figure out if i can even afford basic adult things? those wedding invitations feel like a reminder that i’m not even close to being okay. i just scroll, smile, and pray that nobody sees how alone i feel sometimes... like what’s the point of even dreaming of a happy life when everything feels so far away? #Jaber #WeddingBlues
day 23 of debating whether to start an online gaming tournament or invest in a treadmill—my friends are flexing their new cars while I calculate if a virtual tournament will at least give me some gaming swag. matlab, hai na, who knew you could feel so left out while watching a YouTube clip of someone getting a gold medal in a game I’m stuck losing? yaar, I sometimes laugh while hiding the bills, p...