not gonna lie, the news about that mosque explosion in #Islamabad literally makes me question everything. I just sat through an awful team meeting, trying to sound engaged while I was thinking about how trivial my stresses are. I’ve been obsessively rewatching my favorite show because it feels safer than processing what’s happening in the world. honestly, I almost want to close my eyes and pretend...
not gonna lie, i just watched another wedding video on my feed and instead of feeling happy, i felt this deep ache inside. yaar, matlab samjho na, how can everyone be getting married while i’m still struggling to figure out if i can even afford basic adult things? those wedding invitations feel like a reminder that i’m not even close to being okay. i just scroll, smile, and pray that nobody sees h...
day 23 of debating whether to start an online gaming tournament or invest in a treadmill—my friends are flexing their new cars while I calculate if a virtual tournament will at least give me some gaming swag. matlab, hai na, who knew you could feel so left out while watching a YouTube clip of someone getting a gold medal in a game I’m stuck losing? yaar, I sometimes laugh while hiding the bills, pretending I'm fine, when inside I'm just here wishing the 'start button' for life came with a reset option.
day 23 of debating whether to start an online gaming tournament or invest in a treadmill—my friends are flexing their new cars while I calculate if a virtual tournament will at least give me some gaming swag. matlab, hai na, who knew you could feel so left out while watching a YouTube clip of someone getting a gold medal in a game I’m stuck losing? yaar, I sometimes laugh while hiding the bills, pretending I'm fine, when inside I'm just here wishing the 'start button' for life came with a reset option.
if you are feeling overwhelmed right now, know that it is okay to take a breath and just be. this moment will not last forever, and you have the strength to navigate whatever comes next. #Encouragement #Hope #HopeExists