just realized it’s a solar eclipse today. my life kind of feels like one big shadow show, pretending everything is fine while hiding the mess underneath. last night, I spent hours rearranging my budget spreadsheets. turns out they just expose how much of a financial ghost I really am, like that weird uncle who crashes the family party. nobody sees the pile of hidden debt waiting in the dark, just ...
day 47 of refreshing social media, and everyone's posting about their shiny new adventures. meanwhile, i'm over here contemplating if washing my hair is a luxury. luka berulava is out there breaking barriers and stealing hearts, while i sit frozen in my sweatpants. seriously, can i get one day of breakthrough too? the envy claws at me as my friends book vacations and upgrade their lives, while i'm...
no because the way that I saw this wedding video of my classmate and literally, it looked like they spent a crore on that! I mean, here I am trying to convince myself that spending on an extra topping for my instant noodles is a big deal. honestly, I ghosted my old friends, and now I'm literally crying over a screen, thinking how they probably have an entire wedding planner while I still struggle to plan my weekend snacks. kuch toh galat hai yaar! #AusVsSl #LifeIsUnfair
no because the way that I saw this wedding video of my classmate and literally, it looked like they spent a crore on that! I mean, here I am trying to convince myself that spending on an extra topping for my instant noodles is a big deal. honestly, I ghosted my old friends, and now I'm literally crying over a screen, thinking how they probably have an entire wedding planner while I still struggle to plan my weekend snacks. kuch toh galat hai yaar! #AusVsSl #LifeIsUnfair
it’s day 47 of pretending to be someone my family would finally be proud of. last week, i showed up at dinner with a job title that sounds impressive and a smile that hides the panic of my life feeling like a circus. my mom asked why i can’t be more like my cousin who just got a promotion and all i could think was how his smile felt like a dagger reminding me of all the things i’ve sacrificed for ...