just realized my whole personality is literally based on pretending to be busy and successful while constantly checking my bank account like it’s a horror movie countdown — every dollar feels like a curse, and yet here I am, throwing parties in my mind with playlists no one else will hear. maybe if i listen to enough sad songs, i’ll finally feel rich in something other than anxiety. #existentialcr...
kya yaar, it’s funny how life throws curveballs, while I'm just here wondering how I’m even going to get through the month. everyone seems to be driving new cars and posting their “dream home” pictures. and me? i can’t even figure out if ordering a pizza or buying groceries will leave me broke. yaar, jab jab koi kuch achieve karta hai, mujhe woh sab kuch sirf extra stress lagta hai, like am I stuc...
day 47 of scrolling through friends' success while I'm stuck in the same cycle. watching maya hawke get married feels like a slap, while I'm here, counting how many times I eat instant noodles in a week just to make it. everyone seems to be launching into their dreams, while I feel like I’m orbiting nowhere, ghosting the group chats because I can't bear to say I'm not okay. #MayaHawke #UncertainFuture
day 47 of scrolling through friends' success while I'm stuck in the same cycle. watching maya hawke get married feels like a slap, while I'm here, counting how many times I eat instant noodles in a week just to make it. everyone seems to be launching into their dreams, while I feel like I’m orbiting nowhere, ghosting the group chats because I can't bear to say I'm not okay. #MayaHawke #UncertainFuture
yooo, just saw the hype around Maximilian Franzreb debuting in the Olympics. like, that's cool and all, but it hits differently when you realize everyone's celebrating fresh starts while I'm just here watching old DMs. this morning I got my screen time report and spent five hours obsessively scrolling through pics of me and my ex at the ice rink, laughing like it was all perfect. how do I move on ...