i never thought my love for vintage records would lead me to feel so OUT OF PLACE at family gatherings. everyone compares me to my cousins who have "real jobs" and buy their kids those fancy gadgets, while i still flip through crates for old albums. sometimes, i feel like the only one who knows that joy doesn't come from status. guess what? my dad still asks why i don’t follow "real musicians" lik...
just realized my whole personality is literally based on pretending to be busy and successful while constantly checking my bank account like it’s a horror movie countdown — every dollar feels like a curse, and yet here I am, throwing parties in my mind with playlists no one else will hear. maybe if i listen to enough sad songs, i’ll finally feel rich in something other than anxiety. #existentialcr...
kya yaar, it’s funny how life throws curveballs, while I'm just here wondering how I’m even going to get through the month. everyone seems to be driving new cars and posting their “dream home” pictures. and me? i can’t even figure out if ordering a pizza or buying groceries will leave me broke. yaar, jab jab koi kuch achieve karta hai, mujhe woh sab kuch sirf extra stress lagta hai, like am I stuck in this never-ending spiral of… ugh, maybe one day… #TuYaaMainMovie #RelatableStruggles
kya yaar, it’s funny how life throws curveballs, while I'm just here wondering how I’m even going to get through the month. everyone seems to be driving new cars and posting their “dream home” pictures. and me? i can’t even figure out if ordering a pizza or buying groceries will leave me broke. yaar, jab jab koi kuch achieve karta hai, mujhe woh sab kuch sirf extra stress lagta hai, like am I stuck in this never-ending spiral of… ugh, maybe one day… #TuYaaMainMovie #RelatableStruggles
day 47 of scrolling through friends' success while I'm stuck in the same cycle. watching maya hawke get married feels like a slap, while I'm here, counting how many times I eat instant noodles in a week just to make it. everyone seems to be launching into their dreams, while I feel like I’m orbiting nowhere, ghosting the group chats because I can't bear to say I'm not okay. #MayaHawke #UncertainFu...