it's 11:42pm and I just realized I’ve eaten the same frozen burrito for lunch every day this week? like, that’s 5 burritos from the gas station across from my dorm that I swore I’d never go to again. ngl, I think they’re starting to become a weird comfort food for me or something? I swear I can’t remember the last time I actually chewed food, it’s all just an endless cycle of microwave beep and ri...
the way that i still can’t believe i went to that pottery class back in 2018, and when the instructor asked us to make something ‘representing our inner selves,’ i literally crafted a giant spaghetti noodle and wrote ‘carbs are life’ on it with sparkly glue like wth. honestly, that should’ve been a wake-up call that my art career was gonna flop but nooooo, here i am at 2am vividly remembering my m...
so i was just walking past this mirror in the dimly lit hallway of my dorm, right? and suddenly i see this gaunt reflection staring back at me like, where did i go? do i really look that tired or is this just what it feels like to exist in a perpetual state of midterm hell? i mean, i was literally holding a slice of cold pizza and it felt like the last supper or something—what is my life right now?
so i was just walking past this mirror in the dimly lit hallway of my dorm, right? and suddenly i see this gaunt reflection staring back at me like, where did i go? do i really look that tired or is this just what it feels like to exist in a perpetual state of midterm hell? i mean, i was literally holding a slice of cold pizza and it felt like the last supper or something—what is my life right now?
it's not that I'm turning into my parents but like... I just caught myself saying "a little of what you fancy does you good" when my friend was debating if he should eat pizza after his 5-mile run—like, who even says that?! 😂 also, I totally realized I have a fitness journal now that has a note about trying to balance a workout with ice cream intake but it's literally next to doodles of tacos??? ...