so i accidentally texted my boss instead of my friend about how i spilled coffee all over my favorite shirt and how it looked like i had an unfortunate incident with a chocolate donut and now i have to explain why i’m really “looking forward to our meeting” while trying not to die inside. i mean, what am i even doing with my life right now, like really?
so i went to the grocery store to get cereal and literally came home with only a random bag of flour and some toilet paper, like what am i even doing with my life honestly.
i spent the afternoon cleaning the windows in my tiny apartment while my neighbor threw a baby shower for his wife, all i could think about was how their nursery must look perfect while mine still has empty shelves and the unwrapped car seat is just... still in my trunk, the weight of everything feels heavy.
i spent the afternoon cleaning the windows in my tiny apartment while my neighbor threw a baby shower for his wife, all i could think about was how their nursery must look perfect while mine still has empty shelves and the unwrapped car seat is just... still in my trunk, the weight of everything feels heavy.
so today my mom introduced me to the nurse as a "nice young stranger" and i thought it was funny until i got to the parking lot and literally just sat in my car crying because it hit me like a ton of bricks that she did not recognize me at all, like what even is my life right now.