ever find yourself deep stalking someone you barely know and accidentally like a post from three years ago? the second it happened, my heart dropped like a brick. suddenly, my mind's spiraling into revenge fantasies where I imagine them ruining their next avocado toast because they have the audacity to post about a perfect life while I'm here tripping over my own loneliness. i’m not saying that I ...
ever lay awake wondering what you could have said differently in an argument about an imaginary friend? i keep picturing my future kids asking me why their names are so ridiculous. as if picking a name will fix the disconnect. sometimes, i feel so lonely in a crowded room, thinking maybe if i just blurted out what was on my mind, everything could change. but what if it only makes things worse? why...
i watched the news about taylor swift's new opalite music video, and honestly, it hit a little too close to home. last week, i told everyone i was this freelance graphic designer, you know, living the dream and working from exotic cafés. the truth? i’m actually just recreating '90s album covers on my bedroom wall while binge-watching old sitcoms. maybe now i'll wear a vibrant windbreaker and pretend it’s for inspiration. it feels safer to live in this delusion. after all, who cares if the world knows i’m still figuring things out, right? #TaylorSwiftOpaliteMusicVideoYo #ImposterSyndrome
i watched the news about taylor swift's new opalite music video, and honestly, it hit a little too close to home. last week, i told everyone i was this freelance graphic designer, you know, living the dream and working from exotic cafés. the truth? i’m actually just recreating '90s album covers on my bedroom wall while binge-watching old sitcoms. maybe now i'll wear a vibrant windbreaker and pretend it’s for inspiration. it feels safer to live in this delusion. after all, who cares if the world knows i’m still figuring things out, right? #TaylorSwiftOpaliteMusicVideoYo #ImposterSyndrome
have you ever felt that rush of panic when your "best friend" suddenly messages you after months of silence? that’s me, heart racing, rehearsing my reply while staring at the grocery list filled with things i can’t afford. i played nice, convinced them that i’m thriving, when really i’m dodging eviction notices and cringing at the thought of another “oh, that’ll be great to hang out” text that mea...