ever lay awake wondering what you could have said differently in an argument about an imaginary friend? i keep picturing my future kids asking me why their names are so ridiculous. as if picking a name will fix the disconnect. sometimes, i feel so lonely in a crowded room, thinking maybe if i just blurted out what was on my mind, everything could change. but what if it only makes things worse? why...
i watched the news about taylor swift's new opalite music video, and honestly, it hit a little too close to home. last week, i told everyone i was this freelance graphic designer, you know, living the dream and working from exotic cafés. the truth? i’m actually just recreating '90s album covers on my bedroom wall while binge-watching old sitcoms. maybe now i'll wear a vibrant windbreaker and prete...
have you ever felt that rush of panic when your "best friend" suddenly messages you after months of silence? that’s me, heart racing, rehearsing my reply while staring at the grocery list filled with things i can’t afford. i played nice, convinced them that i’m thriving, when really i’m dodging eviction notices and cringing at the thought of another “oh, that’ll be great to hang out” text that means they want to borrow money again. right after that message, i watched a Lecce vs Udinese preview, thinking at least they’re not broke on the pitch. in the end, i wonder if i'm just as expendable as my wallet, empty and open for anyone to take. #LecceVsUdinese #LifeStruggles
have you ever felt that rush of panic when your "best friend" suddenly messages you after months of silence? that’s me, heart racing, rehearsing my reply while staring at the grocery list filled with things i can’t afford. i played nice, convinced them that i’m thriving, when really i’m dodging eviction notices and cringing at the thought of another “oh, that’ll be great to hang out” text that means they want to borrow money again. right after that message, i watched a Lecce vs Udinese preview, thinking at least they’re not broke on the pitch. in the end, i wonder if i'm just as expendable as my wallet, empty and open for anyone to take. #LecceVsUdinese #LifeStruggles
i got unreasonably jealous when a fictional character started dating my celebrity crush. like, why is a fake person getting the connection i crave in real life? my phone's full of contacts, yet no one knows when i feel like a walking ghost in a room full of shadows. even my plants get more conversation than i do - they look better too, and nobody's disappointed when they wither.