last night, I saw my batchmate post about getting a brand new car while I’m literally taking public transport again, feeling like I'm in some weird sitcom where everyone’s successful except me.家族は僕のことをこんなふうに見るけれど、मुझे लगता है मैं किसी भी चीज़ में अच्छी नहीं हूँ, और ये हर परिवार की Gathering में तो बस एक डर है। جیسے ہر کوئی آپ سے یہ پوچھ رہا ہو کہ "تمہاری زندگی کیسی ہے؟" اور میں بس ایک بار بھی یہ ن...
i honestly have no idea who i am when nobody is watching. every day feels like a role i’m stuck performing. one minute i'm the wise friend, the next i’m the perfect coworker. i shift like a chameleon, and it terrifies me that without the mask, there might be nothing left to find.
the way that bharat bandh news hit me was like an old reminder of how alone I really am. my phone's silent, except for these random contacts I haven't spoken to in years. matlab, seeing everyone getting organized and united for a cause makes me think about how I can’t even get a friend to help me pick up groceries. loneliness just feels heavier now. it’s all chaos outside, but inside, I just want someone to share my silence with. #BharatBandh12Feb2026 #adultingishard
the way that bharat bandh news hit me was like an old reminder of how alone I really am. my phone's silent, except for these random contacts I haven't spoken to in years. matlab, seeing everyone getting organized and united for a cause makes me think about how I can’t even get a friend to help me pick up groceries. loneliness just feels heavier now. it’s all chaos outside, but inside, I just want someone to share my silence with. #BharatBandh12Feb2026 #adultingishard
last night, i caught myself scrolling through a dozen posts about friends upgrading their furniture like it’s nothing. meanwhile, my couch is literally on its last legs and looks like it survived a tornado. i want to cheer them on, but honestly, watching their success feels like i’m playing a never-ending game of “you are not good enough.” #leftbehind #furnitureenvy