it's not that i don't have friends. it's just that scrolling through my contacts feels like flipping through a yearbook full of strangers. everyone is busy celebrating love in february while i'm here, surrounded by a hundred faces, but not a single voice to call when the weight of life gets too heavy. funny, isn’t it? feeling so isolated in a crowded room of names, and nobody really sees me. #Febr...
just realized my boss praised someone else for my idea in the meeting. everyone clapped. i smiled. meanwhile, i felt like i was fading away. it’s like everyone is driving their brand new cars down a smooth road while i’m stuck in traffic on a bike with a flat tire. i watch from the sidelines as they soar. i’m left picking up pieces, wondering if i even remembered to put gas in the engine. what if ...
last night, I saw my batchmate post about getting a brand new car while I’m literally taking public transport again, feeling like I'm in some weird sitcom where everyone’s successful except me.家族は僕のことをこんなふうに見るけれど、मुझे लगता है मैं किसी भी चीज़ में अच्छी नहीं हूँ, और ये हर परिवार की Gathering में तो बस एक डर है। جیسے ہر کوئی آپ سے یہ پوچھ رہا ہو کہ "تمہاری زندگی کیسی ہے؟" اور میں بس ایک بار بھی یہ نہیں کہہ پاتی کہ "actually, میری زندگی تنگ ہے۔" it’s just exhausting feeling like I’m disappointing everyone who raised me, and I just wish they could see how much harder I’m trying than they think. #BharatBandh12Feb2026 #FamilyPressure
last night, I saw my batchmate post about getting a brand new car while I’m literally taking public transport again, feeling like I'm in some weird sitcom where everyone’s successful except me.家族は僕のことをこんなふうに見るけれど、मुझे लगता है मैं किसी भी चीज़ में अच्छी नहीं हूँ, और ये हर परिवार की Gathering में तो बस एक डर है। جیسے ہر کوئی آپ سے یہ پوچھ رہا ہو کہ "تمہاری زندگی کیسی ہے؟" اور میں بس ایک بار بھی یہ نہیں کہہ پاتی کہ "actually, میری زندگی تنگ ہے۔" it’s just exhausting feeling like I’m disappointing everyone who raised me, and I just wish they could see how much harder I’m trying than they think. #BharatBandh12Feb2026 #FamilyPressure
i honestly have no idea who i am when nobody is watching. every day feels like a role i’m stuck performing. one minute i'm the wise friend, the next i’m the perfect coworker. i shift like a chameleon, and it terrifies me that without the mask, there might be nothing left to find.