no because every family gathering feels like a live performance. they interrogate me like I’m auditioning for a role I never wanted. meanwhile, my cousin’s running a startup and I’m just here trying to get out of my own head. saw that Palmeiras game and thought, "wow, losing feels familiar." I used to cheer for every win until I realized nobody even remembers my name. guess the weight of disappoin...
the way that everyone thinks my life is so glamorous because I look put together online. no one sees the mess behind the curtain, like how I live in this tiny studio with nothing but a ramen stash. watched the news about mark ruffalo and thought, maybe if the hulk can get fired, so can I, even though I can’t afford to lose my job. I just smile and nod at happy hour while my bank account whispers "...
ok but I just saw Mitski’s tour announcement and immediately imagined crying in the corner of a dimly lit venue, clutching a half-empty bottle of wine, wondering how my life got so painfully off track while everyone else seems to be living their best life. I mean, who knew I’d become the ghost haunting my own past? Just me, contemplating if I'm still capable of loving anything other than my collection of thrifted band tees. I need a breakthrough, like a musical revival. Too bad I’m stuck in my head, trapped by my own decisions and past mistakes. #LiveSydney #EmotionalReckoning
ok but I just saw Mitski’s tour announcement and immediately imagined crying in the corner of a dimly lit venue, clutching a half-empty bottle of wine, wondering how my life got so painfully off track while everyone else seems to be living their best life. I mean, who knew I’d become the ghost haunting my own past? Just me, contemplating if I'm still capable of loving anything other than my collection of thrifted band tees. I need a breakthrough, like a musical revival. Too bad I’m stuck in my head, trapped by my own decisions and past mistakes. #LiveSydney #EmotionalReckoning
i saw the buzz about mrbeast games and thought about how everyone’s out here vying for big cash prizes while i’m still trying to figure out how to stretch my last paycheck to the end of the month. it’s wild, right? folks see me on social media posting about my hobbies, but they don’t know i’m picking between buying dinner or filling up my gas tank. everyone thinks i’m doing just fine, meanwhile i'...