just realized that in my quest to become a "cool" indie film director, i might have accidentally sabotaged my one shot at glory by treating a crucial crew member like they were a paperweight. like, i didn't just forget their name, i forgot their purpose on set. i remember feeling like a rockstar in my oversized beret, but honestly, they probably remember me as the awkward wannabe who mistook their...
sometimes, I catch myself scrolling through this group of gamers and think, “wow, they have epic setups, and I still use a thrift store chair with a wobbly leg to play.” I mean, how did I end up here, battling pixels while they’re flexing in new rigs and screens? it’s like I’m a ghost in a haunted house, feeling all the rage and joy but not really belonging anywhere—maybe I’m just the laugh track ...
it's not that i'm jealous of my cousin's success. it's just... seeing that news about the rivian r2 prototype makes me think of all the rides i still dream about taking while juggling bills. i drove by that fancy car dealership the other day and remembered when my ex tried to impress me with a rented car, acting like we were the next big couple. meanwhile, here i am, still pretending my beat-up car has character. it’s exhausting keeping up appearances. who knew you'd need to sell your soul just to look like you have it together? #RivianR2 #lifeinchaos
it's not that i'm jealous of my cousin's success. it's just... seeing that news about the rivian r2 prototype makes me think of all the rides i still dream about taking while juggling bills. i drove by that fancy car dealership the other day and remembered when my ex tried to impress me with a rented car, acting like we were the next big couple. meanwhile, here i am, still pretending my beat-up car has character. it’s exhausting keeping up appearances. who knew you'd need to sell your soul just to look like you have it together? #RivianR2 #lifeinchaos
just realized how weird it is that i still keep the playlist my high school crush made for me. i thought about it while reading the news about adi sutarwijono, like, he was a leader and yet, all these people seem to forget where they came from. it literally makes me question if that’s how my crush feels too, pretending not to know me while i’m over here still replaying our past moments in my head ...