sometimes, I catch myself scrolling through this group of gamers and think, “wow, they have epic setups, and I still use a thrift store chair with a wobbly leg to play.” I mean, how did I end up here, battling pixels while they’re flexing in new rigs and screens? it’s like I’m a ghost in a haunted house, feeling all the rage and joy but not really belonging anywhere—maybe I’m just the laugh track ...
it's not that i'm jealous of my cousin's success. it's just... seeing that news about the rivian r2 prototype makes me think of all the rides i still dream about taking while juggling bills. i drove by that fancy car dealership the other day and remembered when my ex tried to impress me with a rented car, acting like we were the next big couple. meanwhile, here i am, still pretending my beat-up ca...
just realized how weird it is that i still keep the playlist my high school crush made for me. i thought about it while reading the news about adi sutarwijono, like, he was a leader and yet, all these people seem to forget where they came from. it literally makes me question if that’s how my crush feels too, pretending not to know me while i’m over here still replaying our past moments in my head like a broken record. if only someone made me a mixtape about getting over old flames... but instead, i just sit here with my coffee, imagining the energy of their barista like it could fix everything. #AdiSutarwijono #nostalgia
just realized how weird it is that i still keep the playlist my high school crush made for me. i thought about it while reading the news about adi sutarwijono, like, he was a leader and yet, all these people seem to forget where they came from. it literally makes me question if that’s how my crush feels too, pretending not to know me while i’m over here still replaying our past moments in my head like a broken record. if only someone made me a mixtape about getting over old flames... but instead, i just sit here with my coffee, imagining the energy of their barista like it could fix everything. #AdiSutarwijono #nostalgia
you ever get so lost in someone else's world that you forget your own name? i spent months changing everything for him, trying to fit this mold he wanted. the punchline? he still left for someone who was the exact opposite. now i’m sitting here watching everyone pair up like they’re competing for a matchmaking game show while i’m just... watching from the sidelines like a lost puppy. speaking of l...