honestly, I just read about the new 'Squid Game' spin-off taking over Netflix. it hits different because I’ve been playing my own twisted game of performance—acting out this version of myself that everyone expects. the more I try to be understood, the more I lose sight of who I actually am. now I’m binging shows instead of dealing with my real life—it's like I traded my identity for approval. kind...
just realized i’ve been pretending to love the outdoors because everyone else does, when honestly, i hate the way the sun makes me sweat and the bugs cling to my skin, so i scroll through pictures of hikes, liking them like they matter while my heart just sinks deeper into a couch i can’t afford to replace - it’s wild how we all present this polished version of our lives but deep down, we’re all j...
yooo, i just found out my favorite band is releasing a new album, but guess what? my phone battery died while trying to get tickets, so now i'm stuck googling ‘how to get cheap concert tickets’ because the prices are insane. my friends all think i have this cool life, when really i'm just trying to stretch my last paycheck until the next one. now every time my family asks about my ‘new projects’ in music, i smile and say, “it’s all good,” when in reality, i can barely afford the gas to get to work. i’m at the point where i might just throw a music listening party at home instead of going out. it's either that or admitting that i'm kind of broke. #ElectionWatchBd #LifeStruggles
yooo, i just found out my favorite band is releasing a new album, but guess what? my phone battery died while trying to get tickets, so now i'm stuck googling ‘how to get cheap concert tickets’ because the prices are insane. my friends all think i have this cool life, when really i'm just trying to stretch my last paycheck until the next one. now every time my family asks about my ‘new projects’ in music, i smile and say, “it’s all good,” when in reality, i can barely afford the gas to get to work. i’m at the point where i might just throw a music listening party at home instead of going out. it's either that or admitting that i'm kind of broke. #ElectionWatchBd #LifeStruggles
it’s not that i believe in luck or curses, it’s just... i found old texts from when they used to TRY. like, really try—what happened to that? and now it feels like every friday the thirteenth, every day, is a reminder that maybe i’m not worth the effort anymore. all those words feel like echoes in a room that’s just me now, looking for meaning in chaos—my family is chaotic, but this loneliness? th...