just realized i’ve been pretending to love the outdoors because everyone else does, when honestly, i hate the way the sun makes me sweat and the bugs cling to my skin, so i scroll through pictures of hikes, liking them like they matter while my heart just sinks deeper into a couch i can’t afford to replace - it’s wild how we all present this polished version of our lives but deep down, we’re all j...
yooo, i just found out my favorite band is releasing a new album, but guess what? my phone battery died while trying to get tickets, so now i'm stuck googling ‘how to get cheap concert tickets’ because the prices are insane. my friends all think i have this cool life, when really i'm just trying to stretch my last paycheck until the next one. now every time my family asks about my ‘new projects’ i...
it’s not that i believe in luck or curses, it’s just... i found old texts from when they used to TRY. like, really try—what happened to that? and now it feels like every friday the thirteenth, every day, is a reminder that maybe i’m not worth the effort anymore. all those words feel like echoes in a room that’s just me now, looking for meaning in chaos—my family is chaotic, but this loneliness? this is on me. i thought it’d get better, but sometimes i wonder if it’ll only ever be this—unlucky—#FridayThe13th #relationshipdrama
it’s not that i believe in luck or curses, it’s just... i found old texts from when they used to TRY. like, really try—what happened to that? and now it feels like every friday the thirteenth, every day, is a reminder that maybe i’m not worth the effort anymore. all those words feel like echoes in a room that’s just me now, looking for meaning in chaos—my family is chaotic, but this loneliness? this is on me. i thought it’d get better, but sometimes i wonder if it’ll only ever be this—unlucky—#FridayThe13th #relationshipdrama
دیکھو، میری انسٹاگرام کی پوسٹوں پر سب کچھ پرفیکٹ لگتا ہے، لیکن میں حقیقت میں دو سالوں سے نئی شہر میں ہوں اور ہر روز خود سے پوچھتا ہوں کہ میں نے یہاں کس لیے آنا تھا۔ ہر کوئی نئی گاڑی، نیا گھر خرید رہا ہے جبکہ میں بَیسک چیزیں بھی نہیں خرید سکتا۔ کبھی کبھی لگتا ہے کہ میری زندگی بس سٹیٹس اپڈیٹ کرنے تک محدود رہ گئی ہے، جبکہ اندر سے سب کچھ خالی ہے۔ کوئی سمجھتا نہیں۔ #StruggleIsReal #InvisibleBattles