i heard about that lottery draw today and everyone’s buzzing about the big winners. meanwhile, i’m at home, counting change for groceries and pretending my last ramen noodle dish was gourmet. people assume i’m thriving after quitting my steady job for my “passion,” but the reality is i’m trying to figure out how to pay for my bills while calling myself an “artist.” i sometimes daydream about hitti...
it's not that i don't want to date. it's just, looking at my friends’ engagement posts while i can’t even afford a first date feels like a bad comedy show. i scrolled through my contacts, hoping for someone to call, but the only one who pops up is my ex. the one i built a whole life around, and now that’s just... gone. honestly, what hurts more? the fact that they moved on, or that i might just be...
last night, i stared at the highlights from the Vissel vs FC Seoul match and realized it was easier to focus on their drama than my own. i sit in meetings where my ideas disappear into thin air, much like the hopes i once had. it’s a weird comfort knowing that somewhere, there are people wearing jerseys, yelling about their team, while i sit in my office pretending i am not slowly turning invisible. now i'm trapped in my own routine, rooting for a life i can't seem to play. am i allowed to miss a chance to just *be*, while my insides churn with a toxic blend of envy and regret? #VisselVsFcSeoul #emotionaldrama
last night, i stared at the highlights from the Vissel vs FC Seoul match and realized it was easier to focus on their drama than my own. i sit in meetings where my ideas disappear into thin air, much like the hopes i once had. it’s a weird comfort knowing that somewhere, there are people wearing jerseys, yelling about their team, while i sit in my office pretending i am not slowly turning invisible. now i'm trapped in my own routine, rooting for a life i can't seem to play. am i allowed to miss a chance to just *be*, while my insides churn with a toxic blend of envy and regret? #VisselVsFcSeoul #emotionaldrama
i just found out my toxic coworker got promoted to be my boss. great, now i get to experience all their ridiculous micromanagement, but at an official level. like, how is that even a thing? my brain’s just trying to wrap around this while al-hilal loses points in a league that honestly means more to me than this job. talk about priorities, right? #LigaJuarajuaraElitAfc #WorkplaceChaos