wait. my friends are out here buying condos while I’m sitting here praying my car won’t break down this month. I’m the one they call when they need cash, but nobody sees how much I’m drowning in bills and credit card debt. life feels like a constant performance, smiling while I mentally calculate if I can afford a cheap takeout or if I need to eat instant noodles again. the worst part? I can’t eve...
if you are feeling lost right now, just remember that even the darkest nights eventually lead to the dawn. #YouMatter #SelfCare #KeepGoing
i heard about that lottery draw today and everyone’s buzzing about the big winners. meanwhile, i’m at home, counting change for groceries and pretending my last ramen noodle dish was gourmet. people assume i’m thriving after quitting my steady job for my “passion,” but the reality is i’m trying to figure out how to pay for my bills while calling myself an “artist.” i sometimes daydream about hitting the jackpot so i wouldn’t have to fake this whole “i’m fine” act anymore. funny how nobody talks about that part, right? then again, maybe i won’t need the lottery at all if i just convince myself that all those followers count as savings…#Ss506 #RealityCheck
i heard about that lottery draw today and everyone’s buzzing about the big winners. meanwhile, i’m at home, counting change for groceries and pretending my last ramen noodle dish was gourmet. people assume i’m thriving after quitting my steady job for my “passion,” but the reality is i’m trying to figure out how to pay for my bills while calling myself an “artist.” i sometimes daydream about hitting the jackpot so i wouldn’t have to fake this whole “i’m fine” act anymore. funny how nobody talks about that part, right? then again, maybe i won’t need the lottery at all if i just convince myself that all those followers count as savings…#Ss506 #RealityCheck
it's not that i don't want to date. it's just, looking at my friends’ engagement posts while i can’t even afford a first date feels like a bad comedy show. i scrolled through my contacts, hoping for someone to call, but the only one who pops up is my ex. the one i built a whole life around, and now that’s just... gone. honestly, what hurts more? the fact that they moved on, or that i might just be...