so i was at the grocery store and caught myself staring at a can of beans for five minutes, just realizing how great it is that i finally have enough for the whole week. then a lady asked if i needed help, and i laughed cause the truth is i just spent my last 10 bucks on sentimental value not even thinking about a real meal.
sometimes i wonder if my patients from back home think about me at all, or if they even know i traded a stethoscope for a delivery bag and that no one asks about my dreams anymore.
i know i should be there for her but some days i just wish i could be anywhere else like taking a train and never coming back. ये सब बकवास मेरे लिए बहुत मुश्किल है, समझ नहीं आता क्या करूं।
i know i should be there for her but some days i just wish i could be anywhere else like taking a train and never coming back. ये सब बकवास मेरे लिए बहुत मुश्किल है, समझ नहीं आता क्या करूं।
so i was delivering food and the customer just said “you look exhausted” like okay thanks, right after i spent 20 minutes figuring out how to fit three bags of food in my tiny car and now i can't stop replaying it like is my tiredness that obvious or am i just a walking disaster, ugh